Today, I want to think about the clean slate of soil in the garden bed, and the old cat stretched to his max on the living room floor. When will I tire of his incalcitrant incontinence, scoop him off the hard wood and drop his fluff into the grass outside? Does he think about this too or obsess about squirrels? If I leave him to his exile how many carcasses will I discover in various states of visceral integrity? Where is the integrity in viscera? Under the skin that holds us, the heart, a pulping mass not so different from a butcher’s wrap in bloodied twine. I will plant seeds and try to stop thinking, cover the dirt with white gauze. Anything to stop the raucous birds from digging.
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